Lightening Online

Image via Wikipedia I had this great idea that joining the Bloggest Loser Challenge would give me the motivation to actually DO something about my current weight issues.

Not that they’re hugely bad. Other than the fact that they’re currently in an upward direction.

Anyway, I was WRONG!!!

Which hardly ever happens!!!!

Because the thing with weight is, you don’t tend to lose it unless you’re ready. Unless you want it BADLY enough.

And I’m not sure if I do.

Yet!

*sigh*

Not sure what to do about my lack of motivation.

Because I’m REALLY going to kick myself if this upward trend continues and I put on the rest of the 20kg I lost a couple of years ago.

Aaarrrggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!

I know what works for me. Running. Every. Single. Day.

So, if I could just do that. You’d hope the rest would just fall into place.

We’ll see.

I’m doing badly. REALLY badly.

Like, “not sure if my jeans are going to do up” badly.

And it’s all MY fault.

I’ve tried to think of anyone or anything else I can possibly blame it on.

And I can’t!!!

Cos it all comes down to me really.

And the worst thing is that I KNOW how to lose 0.5kg per week. I’ve done it before. By running. LOTS of running.

Okay, jogging. It’s not really fast enough to be a run.

Anyway, this coming week is likely to be a write off.

It’s busy and I’ll be around LOTS of food.

Yummy food.

So, I’m thinking maybe I’ll start again in a week.

Because that’s the great thing about weight loss.

You get to start over as many times as you need to.

*sigh*

Image via WikipediaAs promised, here is my exercise run-down for the week:
Sunday - froze at least 10kg off at a Football Carnival (okay, in my dreams but it’s the closest I came to exercising on Sunday - and it was FREEZING!!!!)

Monday - Billy Blanks DVD (4o-45 minutes)

Tuesday - Cleaned the House in 4 x 15 minute blocks. Only low impact exercise but that counts yeah?

Wednesday - Gym with my Gym Buddy. It nearly killed me but I did end up with 45 minutes of exercise. Followed by a Mars Bar.

Thursday - Awesome netball training. 1.5 hours (we usually train around that amount but it does vary depending on many factors)

Friday - does walking around shops count??? What about exercising my credit card???

Saturday - 3 x 15 minute quarters of netball plus the warm up before hand.

Today I had grand plans to go for a walk/jog but by the time we got home this afternoon I was just feeling too tired. So it didn’t happen. I am wondering about making Sundays a “rest day” in terms of exercise. I’m torn because it’s a day when Farmboy is around so it’s an opportunity for me to go for a run.

So 4 actual exercise sessions for the week.

Eating This Week:

No vegemite on toast despite almost giving in a couple of times.

Too much chocolate although given the hormonal status of the week I think I did well.

Big day out on Friday and while I didn’t go silly, I did have a bun for morning tea (no butter though) and KFC for lunch. Does Subway for tea help counteract that????

Weight Loss This Week:

Oops, I forgot to weigh myself this morning. So I’m not sure. 

Goals For the Coming Week:

Aim for 5 exercise sessions (1 up on the 4 I managed this week).

Work on eating healthy lunches. I’d been doing well in this area but have slacked off a bit. Will have to see how much pumpkin soup is left. I LOVE soup for lunch at this time of year.

Image via WikipediaAnyone know what week we are “supposed” to be up to? I know that this is my second “progress” post but I’m not sure if I’m a week behind others.

Not that it really matters in the scheme of things. The most important thing for me is progress and using this as an opportunity for some accountability.

So, how did this week go?

Better.

The “no butter on toast” challenge: I DID IT!!! Go me!!!

I did have butter on my hamburger roll on Friday night. Deliberately. I don’t want to go the “all or nothing” approach and give up so I tried to only focus on the “no butter on toast or bread” for this week.

Exercise didn’t go as well though. I had several days where I didn’t do any. Which isn’t all that great considering I’m trying to build the habit of some form of exercise every day.

BUT.

I did lose 0.5kg which is my weekly goal.

Total weight loss for the challenge so far: 600g (500g this week and 100g last week)

Considering I went to a birthday party last night and really ate more than I needed to, I’m happy with that.

My challenge for this week will be to keep a diary of my exercise each day and publish it as part of my check-in next week.

Plus, continue my “no butter on toast or bread” challenge for another week.

How did others go this week?

Image by amyliagrace via FlickrAt losing weight that is.

I’m pretty good at finding it though. I must be a “good looker”. LOL.

So, here’s the thing.

I have been fighting weight gain my. whole. life.

The scales are my nemesis.

If I don’t weigh myself semi-regularly, I WILL gain weight. Or at least, that’s been my experience for more years than I’m willing to count.

If I do weigh myself I tend to get hyper-obsessive about minute fluctuations, too obsessive about food and simply down on myself in general.

Blah!

The best remedy I’ve discovered so far has been exercise. And LOTS of it. And trying to eat moderately healthy.

Calorie counting is counter-productive for me. The more I focus on food, the more I WANT to eat. If I try to deny myself anything at all - I only want it more. AND I HATE being hungry. Ever. Even if my body just thinks it’s hungry (when it’s not). I cannot cope with that.

I signed on for the Bloggest Loser Challenge in the hopes that some accountability and comraderie might help give me the kick start I need to move a few kg’s. I’m still hoping it will but this first week and a bit hasn’t resulted in glowing results.

My weight tends to fluctuate quite a bit from day to day. According to the scales this morning, I’ve lost 100g this week. I know that is probably better than nothing but really??? I have exercised every. single. day and lost 100g.

Anyway, I really cannot afford to give up now. Because giving up will result in a GAIN and I really don’t want anymore of that.

My biggest downfall right now?

Buttered toast. When I’m cold and hungry and feeling a bit blue, hot buttered toast with vegemite is where I turn.

So I’m going to try a no butter week. Just one week. Surely I can do that yeah? If I REALLY have to have toast, I can. Just without the butter.

And if I make this a public declaration then maybe, just maybe I might be more inclined to stick with it. I hope.

Wish me luck - I think I’m gonna need it.