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Brain Fog

One of the things I hate most about my struggle with depression is the brain fog.

Wanting desperately to put 2 thoughts together and not really being able to.

Constantly feeling tired and like I’m thinking “through a cloud”.

It’s awful and frustrating.

And I’m not even sure if it’s caused by the depression (lack of serotonin) or the drugs that are used to treat the depression.

Recently my meds started to really addle my brain.

We did some tests with dosages and it definitely seems to be the meds.

My last ones did the same and I really don’t want to change again.

But my specialist says it’s not the actual drug but the dosage that’s the problem.

Dropping the dosage has sent my depression spiralling.

So now we’re trying an inbetween dose.

And I’m scared and frustrated and sick of this stupid disease that won’t let me go!

I have about 6 posts rattling round in my head and I can’t seem to pull any of them together. :(

Back To School

Everyone seems to be commenting on how fast these School Holidays have gone.  I think having Easter in the middle of the holidays was one factor.

Then again, I’m not sure I ever find 2 weeks enough.

When the kids were smaller, I used to hang out for school to go back.

When you’re in a blur of babies, toddlers and preschoolers or junior primary kids, school holidays can be kind of hard work.

But now that my kids are older, holidays are so much easier.

I love the relaxed pace, no lunch boxes, not trying to catch the bus or having to help with homework at the same time as getting the evening meal.

I love that we can take off for a days shopping or the movies.

Or go camping as a family.

I love spending quantity time with my kids.

I love that the kids can help out around the farm and learn valuable life-skills that will make them more employable as adults (and they’re lucky their dad is very generous and pays them for their help).

I will admit though that I also enjoy having days home alone.

With time to potter around and put things back into place (and having them stay there longer than 5 minutes).

My kids are easing me back into a life of “solitude” though.

Only 2 of the 3 made it to school this morning. :)

Our Bags Are Packed…

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With only 14 hours until we need to leave, I think I’m ready.

Tickets checked and double checked.

Online check-in done.

Seats allocated.

No idea if they’re good ones due to lack of experience.

BUT, we do have a window seat on both legs of the trip.

So I can choose whether I want to sit there or make Farmboy sit there.  :)

I’ve filled up an old water bottle so if there’s a problem with it, it won’t matter if I can’t take it.

Thanks for all your helpful advice (although the one about Valium I needed a bit earlier given I can’t see my dr before we leave LOL).

What I was reading was “supposed” to be for domestic flights but maybe Qantas has some general information for both International and Domestic.

Maybe it’ll depend on the mood of security at the time (???).

I’ve weighed our bags and we have over 30kg left for shopping!!!

SQUEEEE!!!!

Whether or not we can fit another 10 or so kg’s in each suitcase is debatable really.

Farmboy thinks we could squeeze all our stuff into his suitcase and then I’d have a whole suitcase to fit my shopping into.

Isn’t he a sweetheart?

That’s because he doesn’t have to balance the budget - I do!!!  LOL.

Budgets, smudgets.  Will deal with that when we get home (isn’t that what an emergency fund is for?).

I’m not taking the laptop so you’ll have to wait until we return to hear all about it.

Unless you friend me on facebook.

Cos naturally I’ll be posting stuff on there - just to make everyone jealous!!! ;)

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A Quick Message Re Lightening’s Blogworld

Hi Everyone,

It would seem that an old blog of mine (Lightening’s Blogworld) has been picked up by someone else.  I haven’t used that domain for a while now but I’m guessing that it still has some “google juice” attached to the domain name.

If you were so kind as to add this blog to your blogroll at some time, could you please remove it so that you’re not passing on a link to what essentially appears to be an attempt at making a “quick buck”.

Thanks,

Lightening

Am I Going Mad Posting All These Pictures?

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Or am I hinting at something?

Is There A Story To Be Told Here?

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I Would SO Love A Ride!

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The epitomy of Romance don’t you think?

A Place Fit For A Queen?

Fit for a queen?

Or maybe a Princess?

Flood Levy : For or Against?

CANBERRA, AUSTRALIA - JANUARY 27:  Prime Minis...
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Australia is currently abuzz with the announcement that our Government plans to introduce a Flood Levy through our tax system to help pay for the flood damage that has occurred throughout 75% of Queensland and has affected other states as well.  From what I understand, they’re estimating it will cost in excess of $5 billion just to repair and replace infrastructure (I don’t think this includes the cost to private homes and community groups but I could be wrong).

I can’t make up my mind whether I’m for or against the idea but here are my thoughts:

FOR

1.  EVERYONE contributes so it’s a more “fairer” system, which fits with Australia’s basic “ethos”  (not all Australians seem to live by the basic ethos that everyone pitch in and help during a crisis - although many still do.)

2.  It will reduce the amount of debt our country may have to go in to recover from the flood damage.

3.  If you’re on $50,000 - $100,000 a year, we’re only talking $1-$5 a week.

AGAINST

1.  Is the Government spending our money all that wisely?  Is there more that could be cut in the spending to fund this recovery (I know the Government is still contributing a significant amount on top of what the Levy will raise).

2.  Is it true that the Government could afford to pay for this BUT it would hinder their chances of bringing forth the promises surplus by 2013 (and so more of a “politic stunt” than a “need” per se).

3.  What about those who have already been extremely generous and given out of the goodness of their heart?  Is it fair that they give twice.  Will it make people reluctant to be so generous in the future, for fear of a similar thing happening again? (and yes, I know that the money is going to 2 separate recovery efforts but will others know this?).

4.  Will the Government keep to their promise that it’s a “once-off” levy?  We have other levies (like the fuel tax) that apparently don’t always get used for what they’re collected for.

5.  It’s a significantly higher amount for those on higher incomes.  It’s easy to think “they can afford it” but bear in mind, they already pay more tax and many don’t have any more $$ left over at the end of their pay than anyone else does.

HOW DOES IT AFFECT US?

I don’t really mind having to pay it.  I doubt many people do.  Those not affected are so thankful they aren’t in the same boat that they’re more than happy to help out.  Unfortunately the cost of such a large natural disaster can’t help but affect everyone in one way or another (whether it’s spending cuts or more tax - the money has to come from somewhere).

Unfortunately for us, it’s going to cost us a lot more than it really “should”.  This year is the first year in 8 years that we’ll actually make an income.  During that time we accrued a MUCH larger than normal level of working debt (we have plenty of other debt on land and machinery but this is just debt that covers the cost of putting a crop in).  Based on what we live on, our contribution would be about 48c a week.  Based on what we’ll need to “earn” in order to repay said debt, we’ll have to pay around $15 a week.  Such is life when you run a business eh?

At the end of the day, I don’t think I’m really against the idea as such, I’m just not really sure about it.  How’s that for sitting on the fence?  I do think we’re all going to have to “tighten our belts” in the coming months though as combined with the extra cost of recovery is the extra cost of living (through food prices etc) as a result of this disaster.  Whether we like it or not, this affects each and every one of us and will continue to do so for some time.

What’s your opinion and how will it affect you?

Are you worried about how your finances will cope with the extra strain of more tax as well as rising food prices?

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Don’t Fall Off Your Computer Chair in Shock!!!!

YES - I am actually posting!

I am SO sorry.

Unfortunately, even though we have 2 different internet providers - our internet access has been VERY intermittent.

And uploading photo’s pretty much IMPOSSIBLE.

Which makes blogging soooo difficult (and a mite boring when you can’t upload photos).

Anyway, here’s an update on us:

CHRISTMAS…

was spent with my family this year.  It’s been a long time since we’ve been together on Christmas Day.  In fact, this was the first Christmas morning my kids have been with other kids.

It was only an over and back quick visit due to being in the middle of harvest but it was a lovely day.  My ageing grandparents were able to join us too which was also lovely.

HARVEST…

is finally over.  It was a rather drawn out harvest this year with cool and wet conditions as well as higher yields than we’ve had in a while.  We were very fortunate that the rain didn’t cause too much of our crop to be downgraded (it was all very borderline so some loads were downgraded while others just scraped through).  Some not too far from us are having absolute thumper harvests.  Ours is above average without being spectacular BUT with prices up, we’ll still have a very comfortable financial year.  Of course, most of that will go to paying off our rising overdraft from the past drought years BUT it’s wonderful to finally have a year where we can feel like we’re making up lost ground instead of still going backwards.

HOLIDAYS

We’ve just come home from a 2 week “break” at the family shack.  Actually, the kids were there for 2 weeks while Farmboy and I came and went a little due to harvest and illness.  I have to admit I didn’t cope all that well with a crowd of people this year, possibly due to not being very well.  The kids had a ball though!

ME

I haven’t been all that well and right now am on my 3rd lot of antibiotics.  I’ve been doing lots of sleeping and resting and am now at the point where I’m not really well enough to do too much without exhausting myself but not sick enough to stay in bed without getting frustrated.  On the plus side, I seem to have lost a couple of kg’s which will kick start this years weight loss efforts.  :)

I hope everyone is going well and look forward to catching up on blogs if my internet will allow me.  Hopefully we’ll get it all sorted soon and I can get back to regularly blogging. :)

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