Melancholy
I’m feeling really flat at the moment.
I’m not exactly sure why.
Maybe the weather?
Maybe hormones?
Maybe another tragic death on our roads this week?
Maybe a little of all of the above.
I just feel really “stuck in a rut”.
Feeling like life is just “same old, same old…”
Which surprises me really as I’ve been doing some time on the tractor so it’s anything but “same old” at the moment.
The tractor driving has certainly been a welcome relief from staying at home doing the “same old, same old” though.
I don’t want to be at home but I don’t really want to be out either.
I’m thinking maybe I need to do a revamp at home.
Shift some furniture.
Get onto the painting I’ve been planning on doing for several years now (which is planned for after seeding but seeding is dragging out a bit this year).
Maybe that will help get me out of my rut.
Or maybe not.
Wish there was a magic wand that could fix times like this.
Anyone have any solutions for getting out of a rut?
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If you find something, can you share it with me please….
I’m a bit the same.
Plan a holiday? Sign up for a course? Take up a new hobby?
THinks it probably the combination…. and winter doesnt help does it….. ?
Painting sure sounds fun…….. !!!! using up energy at the same time as getting a job done…. and how good will you feel when you have even done a wall or part thereof!!! Go girl..
I’m in need of a magic wand myself at the moment. If you find out where to get them, please let us all know…..
I’m much the same in winter!! Seasonal Affective Disorder, though perhaps not as extreme. I find lists effective, making sure I’m eating well (all food groups), keeping up my exercise and sometimes doing something out of routine really helps - at least, for a couple of days!!!
This may be a little late… but you said “I don’t want to be home but I don’t want to be out either.” I’ve read somewhere that when you don’t know what you want, it’s sleep that you need.
I feel the way you were sometimes. Usually that happens when I’m spending all of my time doing the things I have to do with little or no time to do what I want to do.
Thanks Melissa. Makes sense.